It’s funny how people always say to me that I admire you, you speak your mind. But what they really don’t know is how much I keep inside. My whole life I’ve felt inadequate, not good enough. Always having to prove myself over and over. Never good enough, never smart enough, never thin enough, never pretty enough! Too this or too that and it’s funny how easy it is for people to say that to you...I mean to me.
I’ve been hurt my whole life and as a result I put up a defense to protect myself. Pretending I’m okay, when in fact I am not! Why am I NOT good enough? What is this life for me? I’m tired , exhausted, drained , beat up and down! God help me out of this feeling and show me clearly what I must do and give me the strength to get it done. I need You Lord I need You. Only You can make me happy!
#beguidedbylight
Ms. Ray
